A 3090, A Meetup, And A New Kind Of Momentum

Today I want to write about something that is both personal and technical, but maybe more personal for now.

Recently, someone called 0xSero, who is quite known on GitHub and X, gave me an EVGA RTX 3090. For many engineers, or maybe for many people living in Europe, this might just look like a powerful GPU. But for a student, especially for someone who is still trying to build his own path, this is not a small thing at all.

It is not just a graphics card for me.

It feels like a symbol of momentum.

A few months ago, I saw a Claude Code meetup on X. It randomly appeared in front of me, and I thought: why shouldn’t I go? So I bought a ticket. Only a few minutes later, when I tried to make one of my friends buy a ticket too, he was already placed on the waitlist. I had already managed to get mine. Maybe I was even the person who got the last ticket.

At that moment, I did not know that this small decision would change my perspective so much.

Before moving abroad, especially during high school, I was lucky to have friends around me who pushed me forward. Thanks to them, we were always trying to perform above the level of people around us. We cared about improving ourselves. We cared about doing better. We cared about not becoming ordinary.

But after moving abroad, I slowly started to lose that environment.

Unfortunately, the quality of the people around me could not really compare with the quality of my high school friends. Because of that, maybe I did not feel the same pressure to improve. I was still doing things, of course, but my way of programming had almost not changed for two years. I was still mostly writing code manually. I knew about the idea of vibe coding, but I was not really using the tools at that level. I was also not fully aware of how much these tools had improved.

Then I went to that Claude Code event.

It was in one of the skyscrapers in the middle of Warsaw. When I arrived, there were many people waiting for the presentation to start. A lot of them looked like engineers, and I will explain why I thought that in a minute.

That was the first event of 0xSero that I attended.

When the presentation started, I saw how much the tools and LLM models had developed, and how many unbelievable opportunities they were creating. Honestly, it felt like boiling water had been poured over my head. My perspective changed very suddenly.

Until that moment, because the people around me were not really searching for quality in the same way, and because I was comparing myself mostly with that environment, I thought I was in a good place.

But actually, I had fallen behind.

For a young person who has dreams and goals in this sector, that is not an easy realization to swallow. It was not a comfortable moment. But maybe it was exactly the kind of discomfort I needed.

I had to act immediately.

And about why I thought almost everyone there was an engineer: nobody came there with the passive mindset of “let the speaker present and we will just listen.” People were constantly jumping into the discussion, talking about their own projects, sharing their own ideas, and sometimes creating a small chaotic atmosphere. But it was a good kind of chaos. It was the chaos of people who actually care about the subject.

That also made me feel behind.

Because the people in that room were connected to the topic. They were not just watching the future from outside. They were already trying to build inside it.

After the event, I joined the Discord server and started waiting for the next meetup. The events were happening about every two weeks, and I started attending them regularly. I began meeting people with very strong experience, people who had already done serious things, people who were not only talking about technology but actually living inside it.

And during this process, I started improving myself with a momentum I had not felt for a long time.

I can say that I started holding on to my dreams again.

I started becoming someone who is not afraid to take steps toward his goals again.

Later, I mentioned to Sero that we could maybe organize one of the events at CIC Warsaw, which I think is one of the most beautiful office spaces in Warsaw. We managed to organize one there too, and for me it was extremely valuable. Because this time the topic was not only about tools, code, or products. We also talked about the mission and vision underneath engineering.

We talked about how much the world is changing, what kind of responsibility falls on us, and what it means to be an engineer in a time like this.

That conversation stayed with me.

During that event, Sero told me that he could give me a 3090. The next week, he brought it and gave it to me.

Again, maybe for some people this is not the biggest thing in the world. But for a student, these are not things that are easy to reach. A powerful GPU is not just a piece of hardware when you are trying to learn local LLMs, build tools, test models, and understand the technical side of AI more seriously.

I installed the card the day after I received it.

And almost immediately, I started testing stronger local models.

There is something strange about comparing my current setup with where I started. In high school, when my laptop screen was broken, I was trying to use a small TV in my room as a monitor. I was using an ironing board as a desk. It was not aesthetic. It was not comfortable. It was not a “setup” in the way people use that word online.

But it was mine.

And now, when I look at my current setup and see a 3090 inside it, I understand once again that I have many reasons to be grateful.

Not only for the hardware.

For the people.

For the moments that changed my direction.

For the events that reminded me I was not doing enough.

For the uncomfortable realizations that pushed me forward.

For the people who entered my life and left a positive effect, even if they did not realize how much they affected me.

I hope everyone who has contributed positively to my life also encounters very positive things in their own life.

This post is not really a technical review of the 3090. That will come later. I am planning to publish a podcast episode and also a more technical blog post about what I am actually doing with the card, which local models I am testing, what kind of workflow I am building, and how this changes my AI development setup.

But before writing the technical side, I wanted to write the human side.

Because sometimes the most important part of a machine is not the machine itself.

It is the momentum it gives you.

And for me, this 3090 represents exactly that.

Take care for now.

I.S.A

Bio

Hello, I’m İbrahim Sait Akarçeşme. I was born on March 8, 2005, in Lüleburgaz, a town located in the European part of Türkiye. Both of my parents are literature teachers. As a child, I struggled to adapt to school and changed schools frequently. My parents’ profession also required our family to move often, which made that sense of instability even more pronounced.

The earliest memories I can clearly visualize begin in Bursa, around the time I started primary school. I was a child who loved playing football, although I was never particularly talented at it. I disliked school and hated doing homework. I have an older sister and a younger brother.

My primary school years in Bursa were shaped by constant transitions. I first spent a year at one of the city’s most modern private schools. Then I transferred to a public school. During our final year in Bursa, I attended the public school for the first semester before returning, in the second semester, to the private school where I had originally begun my education.

During those years, my father decided to take steps toward becoming the mayor of Çamoluk, our family’s hometown, in order to repay what he described as a debt of gratitude to the place he came from. I was too young to fully understand what was happening at the time. However, after he was elected mayor of one of Türkiye’s least socioeconomically developed districts, our family moved there.

I went from studying at one of the country’s most modern private schools to attending what could reasonably be described as a village school in one of Türkiye’s smallest districts. I completed the rest of primary school and continued there until the end of middle school. It was an unusual period of my life, filled with experiences that others might describe as traumatic. Still, I see those years as a period that led to some of the most important changes in my character and perspective.

After spending four years in that small district, we moved to Sakarya. That was also the year I began preparing for the high school entrance exam. I was the kind of student who listened carefully in class but rarely studied afterward and almost never completed homework. Under ordinary circumstances, this might have made me a fairly typical student. But when you have an exceptionally intelligent and successful older sister, and both of your parents are educators, the pressure can become somewhat greater.

The summer following the entrance exam became one of the most important turning points in my life. My score placed me directly between two possibilities. I would either narrowly qualify for one of the schools I genuinely wanted, or I would end up at the school I had placed at the bottom of my list as a worst-case option. I do not remember ever praying as sincerely as I did during that period.

Yet I believe there is good in everything. In the end, I was admitted to the school I had not wanted to attend. That is where the high school years that shaped my character, vision, and ambitions began.

In high school, I was fortunate to become part of a remarkable group of friends who pushed me to grow in ways I had never imagined. Many of them later went on to study medicine, law, and engineering. With two of those friends in particular, despite being only fifteen or sixteen years old, we decided to build a startup rather than allow the limits and expectations of the people around us to define what was possible.

As our first step, we decided to develop a tourism project for Türkiye’s largest technology festival, competing in a newly introduced and highly competitive category. That project was called Mobil Çelebi.

Although we were still in high school and spent much of that period confined to our homes during the pandemic, I would probably describe those years as some of the happiest of my life. Imagine teenagers waking up at five in the morning, drinking coffee they did not even enjoy, and meeting on Discord to watch programming courses together.

It was difficult, but the three of us managed to maintain that level of discipline. We achieved something many people around us considered nearly impossible and earned one of the first major victories of our lives at Türkiye’s largest technology festival.

I still remember one of the judges telling us, “Even if you had competed against university students, you would still have won.” What made Mobil Çelebi more than a competition project, however, was that we continued developing it after the event was over. Even years later, we never completely lost faith in its purpose or its potential.

Had we been living in Europe or the United States, I believe we might have been able to preserve the momentum we built during high school, and perhaps today we would be speaking very differently about ourselves and our work. But the realities of Türkiye’s education system and the circumstances of that period pushed us toward preparing for the national university entrance exam. As a result, we were forced to step away from our projects, at least temporarily.

Once again, there was good in what followed. After the exam, all three of us were accepted into engineering programs. I decided to leave Türkiye and move to Poland, while my two friends chose to continue their university education at home.

When I first arrived in Poland, I had little idea what was waiting for me. During my first year, I completed a Polish-language preparatory program and experienced living in a student dormitory for the first time. After that, my formal education in Computer Science began.

Despite the temporary distance created by living in different countries, those two friends from high school continue to build meaningful things through their startups and their extraordinary potential. I sincerely wish them every success.

I see my years in Poland as a period in which I made several radical decisions about my inner life. Here, I met people whom I can describe as closer than brothers. One might expect that, after leaving my family and living abroad, I would abandon the beliefs and values I had grown up with in the name of freedom. Strangely, the opposite happened. I embraced them more deeply. Today, I have no doubt about my faith or about the responsibilities it places upon me.

If I once had a tendency to prioritize personal gain or self-interest, I feel that I have gradually lost it since coming to Poland. Money, property, cars, career, and travel no longer give me anything close to the sense of meaning I find in the hope of contributing to struggles for peace and freedom.

I could say that my philosophy of life was shaped in Poland. It was here that I first learned how to travel alone, meet my own needs, and understand what it truly means to be by yourself. For that reason, if someone asked where I feel I belong, I would probably answer: Warsaw.

Although Poland contributed greatly to my inner development, leaving behind the extraordinary group of friends I had in Türkiye distanced me, for a while, from the vision and ambition I once carried. That continued until the beginning of 2026, when I began to recover that momentum.

Around that time, I had the opportunity to meet some of the most remarkable people I have ever known. Since then, I have been doing everything I can to develop myself as much as possible. I believe the coming years will be exceptionally dynamic, particularly because of the transformations taking place in technology and artificial intelligence, as well as the decisions and responsibilities those changes may require from us.

I have spoken at length about my past. Now, let me say something about the future.

I was never raised as a child whose dreams or ambitions were meant to be limited. I have the kind of father who, if I told him, “I want to fly,” would not simply encourage me to fly, but would tell me to discover the stars as well. At the same time, I have a mother who makes sure I never lose touch with reality. If I told her, “I want to fly,” she would probably say, “Be careful not to catch a cold.”

That is why my dreams reach beyond the stars, while remaining as real as the wind touching our skin and awakening even the smallest of our senses.

I have no doubt that the world has enough resources. I have no doubt that good people exist. And I believe those people can help create a world built on peace, justice, and a form of prosperity in which no one is left in poverty.

My only hope is that I can support them and play even a small part in what I consider one of humanity’s most valuable, and perhaps most sacred, responsibilities.

My name is İbrahim Sait Akarçeşme.

I hope you remember it.