Today I want to talk about something really interesting, something I should have realised at least for a long time but I didn't realise, maybe I shouldn't have realised, I don't know.
Sometimes you have to sacrifice some things in order to achieve some principles in life. Today I'm going to talk about something that I didn't realize until today, but which deeply affected my motivation towards my goals in life.
This radical change I made for university, the social environment I was in, etc. literally took me away from my dreams. Until today, I thought it was a lack of motivation or a result of my laziness, but in fact, I had to make a sacrifice of staying away from my dreams and vision for a while in order to acquire certain principles.
I realized this today as I was sitting there thinking. My lack of motivation until today is not actually due to my own laziness or the dreams I had 2 years ago are not outdated in my eyes. It's just that I sacrificed 1 or 2 years of my life for the principles that a successful person in life should acquire in this world.
Somehow in life there are always as many excuses for my own laziness as I can find. If I were to make a criticism on my own behalf, maybe the self-confidence I maintain thanks to my sincere belief in these rationalizations can bring me to a good point in life.
But it is still better not to be too hard on myself. Because that underlying feeling of being chosen (feeling special) makes me a more effective and useful person in life.
Maybe these basic elements bring me to a certain place in life. We won't know if these thoughts are right or wrong or incomplete until time passes. So I have to let time pass and start somewhere.
I hope that these incredibly sporadic blog posts will embarrass me in the future and make me realize how far I have come. Take care for now. (It's nice to share my thoughts even if no one reads this blog).
I.S.A
