Sometimes I have a hard time keeping myself from going crazy. A lot of things happen that I say are not possible. Why is the generation before us so vile? I'm not one of those young people who say this for their own family. I mean a whole generation of baseness that pushes us into despair and pessimism. Do you think an entire generation will be well remembered? I won't remember like this. Every time they come to my mind, I will feel nauseous and disgusted. everyone will think of them that way. because they are the incompetents of history.
Sometimes I fear that I will not be as good a person as people around me expect me to be. I wonder if the hate inside of me will finally darken my eyes? My only hope is that they get what they deserve.
Why? really why? I don't understand! They can't be that stupid, they can't be that blind, they can't be that bigoted.
I am very angry. Feels like only I can fix them incompetence. Isn't this feeling the main problem anyway? I'm only 18 years old and I think I should save the country because I don't believe anyone. I know they won't make it.
This is the only place i can express my feelings properly. To whom will I reveal my other feelings?
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